Inside the Secret Space Program: Clinical Psychologist Shares Contact with Space Force

What happens when a rational scientist begins receiving memories of a life she never consciously lived? For Dr. Catherine Milano, a clinical psychologist specializing in trauma and PTSD, the answer came in overwhelming waves—40 years of suppressed experiences in what she now understands as humanity's Secret Space Program.

In a riveting conversation on Reality Shift, host Tyler Kiwala explores the hidden exopolitical landscape with Milano, who shares her journey from skeptic to experiencer to someone now in active telepathic communication with members of Space Force.

How Does a Scientist Come to Accept the Impossible?

"I was a rational scientist. I didn't believe anything," Milano explains. "I had no knowledge of off-world colonies, no knowledge of any sort of space programs. I didn't even believe that extraterrestrials were real." That certainty shattered within a remarkable 72-hour window.

After moving to Sedona two years ago and scheduling a consultation with SSP experiencer Tony Rodrigues—intending to help others recover their memories—Milano began receiving her own. "Two days before I had that session with him, I just started getting these images back, and they weren't just images, they were memories, they were visceral memories of me being what I now understand was on Mars."

The memories arrived with full sensory detail: smell, emotional states, physical sensation. "I can smell them, I can feel them," she describes. "It's too real, and I no longer question it anymore." What followed was an intensive two-week period of memory retrieval that Milano candidly admits pushed her "borderline psychotic."

As someone trained to help severely traumatized clients access dissociative memories, Milano understands both the power and danger of this process. She now scores as high on PTSD assessments as combat veterans returning from active deployment—the result of integrating what she describes as 40 years of off-world military service compressed into two "20 and back" tours.

What Is Space Force Really Doing Up There?

The conversation ventures into territory that sounds like science fiction but carries the weight of firsthand testimony: battles in Earth orbit, debris fields explained away as satellite malfunctions, and an ongoing conflict between what Milano calls "regressive" factions and more "harmonic" groups aligned with positive extraterrestrial forces.

Milano describes receiving telepathic contact from two Space Force operators who go by the call signs ZeroDark30 and Moonshine. They communicate from what she identifies as Lunar Operations Command on the far side of the Moon, using "a scalar brainwave interface" that projects directly into her consciousness. "It doesn't come through as words," she clarifies. "It's just kind of a knowing."

Tyler Kiwala connects this to the suspicious increase in reported space debris. "There's a record number of satellites being shot down or coming apart," he notes. Milano confirms: "There was a huge battle that occurred on July 27th, 28th." She identifies the aggressor as what's known as the Dark Fleet—allegedly descendants of Nazi Germany's post-WWII space program, collectively called the Nachtwaffen.

The public push to colonize Mars and the Moon through conventional means? "I think, honestly, is a bit of a cover because we're already there," Milano states plainly. "Humans have already colonized Mars, they've colonized this planetoid series, there have already been bases on the Moon for decades."

Why Are These Memories Surfacing Now?

Both Milano and Kiwala observe that experiencers worldwide are suddenly retrieving memories once thought permanently erased. Milano suggests the memory-blocking technology used on program participants was more experimental than perfected—and may not have accounted for what she calls "the Great Awakening" and rising planetary frequencies.

"I think right now, what's happening is people like you, and even myself in some capacity, are getting memories back," Kiwala observes. "And I don't think they understood... the memory wipe, the erasure technology seemed to be more experimental to me in the early days."

Milano's work now focuses on helping others navigate this destabilizing territory. Through her practice at metaphysicalpsychology.net, she offers consultations for those suspecting SSP involvement—but with a crucial caveat. "A lot of people who are starting to get their memories back want to push and get more and more memories, and I don't recommend it, especially not doing it quickly," she warns, speaking from her own traumatic experience of rapid recall.

The healing journey, she emphasizes, doesn't require full memory retrieval. Instead, she helps clients recognize patterns: sudden-onset childhood depression or OCD, toxic family dynamics, unexplained trauma responses. "Overwhelmingly, I've seen relief from people in knowing that, because your whole life gets wrecked by this... once people understand, okay, this is the secret space program, it gives a lot of clarity."

As for official disclosure of these programs? Milano is skeptical. "What is our government supposed to do? Say, oh, yeah, well, extraterrestrials exist. Not only that, we've been... allowing them to abduct people, put them in clone bodies... How much would that make people psychotic?"

Yet she maintains profound optimism about humanity's trajectory. "When we anchored our positive timeline, I mean, it really, really got anchored over this last summer... we're on it, we're done, you know, we've won." She encourages people to "stop doom-scrolling" and recognize that frequency fences keeping Earth in "artificially low frequency" are being systematically dismantled.

"People are going to start to resonate in this much higher... fifth density frequency," Milano concludes. "And there's no stopping that."

The full Reality Shift conversation offers much more: discussions of the Ashtar Command, the Starseed Envoy program, Milano's 11-year-old son's current involvement in the programs, and practical guidance for those beginning to question their own hidden memories. It's a conversation that asks viewers to hold two contradictory thoughts simultaneously: this sounds absolutely impossible—and what if it isn't?

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